Ghostly Glimmer

Michael Brack – Withered Roses

Cold untilled soil,
an overgrown garden full of weeds,
blooming roses,
an atmosphere heavy and mournful.

An empty house
unlived in for many, many moons.
Decaying walls;
unloved, dusty and abandoned.

Eerie sounds
once sound of laughter, happiness.
Dark shadows,
lurking horrors and unsolved truths.

A vacant owner,
unwilling to return to the family home.
She lingers alone;
he hides alone so far from their home.

Through a prison window,
light falls on a room with dead roses.
Her favourite vase untouched,
roses she loved sit cobwebbed, dead.

A ghostly glimmer;
faceless, loveless, she stands alone.
Unbroken connection,
she cannot leave the place she loves.

Unsolved truths,
bound to this house by his untruths.
Unable to move on,
chained to this lonely torment waiting.

A coward disguised,
his fear of her spectre haunts his nights.
Provocative heart,
her resolve to linger touches his days.

She waits for him,
lingering within what was the family home.
She waits for him
to bring the son she loves so much home.

I am Fine

When the walls close in, I am fine.

When the life I wanted passes me by, I am fine.

When the days burn long, and I wish for cold weather, I am fine.

When I don’t get to see my loved ones for years, I am fine.

When I look back at what could have been, I am fine.

When you say you don’t care about family as I care about family, I am fine.

When I see my life moving along and not always improving, I am fine.

When we fight over petty shit, and I think back to 20 years ago, I am fine.

When I lie to myself about it all, I am not fine.

When I acknowledge the lies and leave all my regrets behind, now I am fine.