A Saltwater Love

All or nothing was the lesson;
a love rush blinded my equilibrium

You said to wait a while for love.

So many tides move, and the sea
whispers of the past and the future.

I learnt my lesson with your love.

Yet, the never ending wonder,
will you return to me?

Standing on the sand alone,
the sea whispers new words today.

A kiss on the cheek,
you’re lucky I’m so old;
becoming saltwater with you.

A Sign

This life I built
is falling away
from me today

Another disappointment
What does the universe want?
Why am I here?

I look to the clear heavens
blue is only an illusion
as is my desire for success

to give up seems like defeat
yet the battle is not mine to win
unless it is the battle for me

a sign would be comforting
the universe works in mysterious ways
a bird narrowly misses shitting on me

not all is lost under the turning grey
as the rain begins to fall
and the beginning and the end meet